Currently Listening I Am Me By Ashlee Simpson L.0.V.E see related

hiiiiiiiiii guys =]

1.] I think all of us want to feel something that we have forgotten or turned our backs on, because maybe we didnt realize how much we were leaving behind. we need to remember what used to be good. if we dont, we wont reconize it even if it hits you between the eyes. * 13 going on 30 *

2.] It’s a lie when you say that no one can steal your man.
The truth is only guys who want to be stolen are really taken away.

3.] Now, I hate the rain. I hate it for reminding me of that night last summer when the rain licked my lashes, while your lips covered mine. I used to love the rain.. You used to love me.

4.] I remember when you used to love me..
you used to kiss & hug me..
i'd look into your eyes
& get lost for a day...

5.] our names sound
so good together.

6.] you know he loves you when
someone else makes you laugh & he smiles
for the simple fact that you're laughing <3

7.] You're worth every breathing moment of every day, of each week,
of all twelve months, of each year to come. You're worth my life.

8.] iF Y0U HAD iT 0NCE, Y0U CAN ALWAYS GET iT BACK.

9.] I have fallen in love with you so much more then I said I would

10.] && she wants to be that girl. the one who had absolutely everything in her way, but was able to overcome the obstacles && prove them all wrong.

11.] & right there for a moment,
i forgot that you don't love
me anymore.

12.] stop falling..
you have enough bruises on
that poor heart of yours.

13.] but i grew out of that phase
looking at these broken photographs of people
looking glossed just like the way
i still remember a summer ago.

14.] Every once in a while, I have a moment in life where being myself is enough.

15.] from my memory, I'm losing track
of all the days that meant so much to me.

it`s been a while<33

1.] let's pretend, that i've moved on.
& i tell myself that life goes on without you..

2.] you still make my heart beat faster.
you still make my stomach drop. <3

3.] and you were holding my hand
and rubbing my thumb like
you always used to.
and you looked at me & said..
"0NE DAY .. Y0U'RE G0iNG
T0 BREAK MY HEART"
i'd never walk away from you <33

4.] so, make her laugh alittle and help her get through. she used to cry and no one knew. help her out and treat her right. it's been awhile since she's smiled so bright. show her that not all guys lie, and be the one that keeps her tears dry. <3

5.] some people play hard to get
because they need to know . .
the other person's feeling are real.

6.] you said the DISTANCE
itwouldn'tmakeadifference.
BUT iT DiD.. </3

7.] one day I'm going to look back on today &
realize how stupid of a teenager I was. How shallow
people could be. & I'm going to realize that if I could
do it all over again, I'd make the same choices.
Because come to think of it, I've learned a lot..

8.] & I’m sorry if you felt that you were in any way cheated in our
relationship but let me remind you that I was the one who was cheated on..

9.] her voice became his passion
his love became her obsession
it was sweet, yet dangerous.
just how she wanted it * <3

10.] && she doesnt care what
they say about her.
BECAUSE SHE REALiZED ;
they dont know shit.

11.] don't tell me this is happening again;
i lost all my hope to the last boy.

12.] I won't blink because I might miss something & I've waited too long for this.
The perfect words at the perfect time, the perfect song with the
perfect rhyme compose the soundtrack to our night.

13.] I hope you cant sleep & you dream about it.
& when you dream i hope you cant sleep
& you scream about it. i hope your conscience
eats at you & you cant breathe without me.

14.] and ever since that night i've wanted
to be yours so badly. i'm not even
sure if you'd remember that lust --
too much to drink is what you had.

15.] They say when you are missing someone that they are probably feeling the same.
But I don't think it's possible for you to miss me as much as I'm missing you right now..

16.] and right when I begin to enjoy life again
and start to smile for no reason..
I get reminded of the summer..
&& how it use to be when I was yours
and I begin to fall once again for the boy
who doesnt beleive in memories

17.] love never fails, people fail love

18.] have you ever thought you were over someone until you saw them again?
then all the feelings that were there rush back, all the memories all the wonderful
words spoken between the two of you, return, well your not alone,
cus everytime I see him, I fall in love over again, the only problem is
I know he doesn’t feel the same

19.] you're talking to a girl who has had her heart broken, cried for continuous hours, yelled & screamed for help. a girl who turned her back on the world & a girl who did nothing but love someone who couldn't love her back. <|3

20.] you're the kind of boy ..
blue eyes are made for.

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kthnxbyyye.

309 SUBSCRiBERS<33

once you experience love..
you never want to live without it again.

i feel sorry for you. there was a girl that
would have done anything for you,she might
not be the prettiest or the smartest but,I can
guarantee you.She would have given you the world.

Look for the boy that will go out
of his way just to see you one last time <3

Currently Watching Laguna Beach - The Complete First Season By Lauren Conrad see related

update; holla<333

you're my noah calahoun; not just
a summer fling, but a lifetime love <33

C0NFiDENCE is the inner voice that says
you're becoming what you're capable of being.

When i see you .. i always think to myself ...
when he sees me - does he say ; omg there she is.

Dear Diary,
He left me. After 3 years of undying love he is now throwing
me away. I've filled every page of you with his memory and
all I want to do is forget. Be prepared to be burned </3

"lots of girls show their beauty because they want the world to see it --
but others try to hide it so he will look for something more..."
-The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

ii pray for someone to hurt youu the way youu hurt me, just to see if YOU can go trough it.

you know you`re in love when
you wanna tell everyone about it,
even when they haven`t asked .. <3

Well, i'm gunna get out of bed every morning..breathe in & out all day long. Then, after a while, i wont have to remind myself to get out of bed every morning & breathe in & out.. &, then after a while, i wont have to think about how great & perfect i had it once..
* Sleepless in Seattle *

No matter what i do,
i can't get you off my mind.
I'm not so sure i want you
off my mind..

I love the days that started off bad,
But at the end you called it
the best day of your life

and last night I had my life all figured out. where i was gonna go, what i was gonna do, who i was gonna be. and then you came in the picture and shook everything up and now i'm not even sure what tomorrow's gonna bring. and that's scary

and i remember when you said everything's
gonna be alright. october air reminds me of
all the seasons of your love and what it was
like when we were together. the smell of fall
is everywhere and though it seems i just
don't care. 'cause now you've gone away.

Real love is more than a physical feeling.
If there's even the slightest doubt in your head
about a guy then forget about it, It's not real.

I don't understand the world. I'm only 16.
I haven't been through enough i guess..
but in my mind it seems like i've been through it all.

His name was the first one inscribed on my heart.
Then came another.. and another.. you see, I've
cared about so many people that their names
have all been written on my heart. I didn't have room
for anymore names. That's until he came and erased
all those names. No, it's not possible to erase names on
a heart? Well, of course it's not possible for a
regular guy to do. But anything is possible for him to do. He
took care of my heart & now it's in perfect condition. <3

You've got a fine laugh, and I think that I could get used to that. And you're always used to laughing at me. So what if your friends think I'm crazy. Well, I wasn't trying to impress those guys anyway. They're all theory, no action, and where I'm from, we live like it's the latest attraction

When guys call you a hoe they like you
When girls call you a hoe they are jealous
( 90 % of the time anyways..)

it's funny, ya know? everyday you sit there and wait.
you wait for that one person to change your life, to
give you meaning. so you look and look and look.
and then.. one day, you walk into that one place
and meet that one person. the one person you never
expected to meet that day. then.. all of a sudden, that
one decision to go somewhere becomes
the best decision you ever made. <3

Y0U'RE THE DEFiNiTi0N 0F THE ABS0LUTE BEST.
Y0U'RE THE REAS0N i GET THR0UGH LiFE WHEN iT'S A T0TAL MESS.

Who are you now? Are you still the same, or did you change somehow? What do you do at this very moment when I think of you? And when I'm looking back, how we were young && stupid.. Do you remember that?

wish i had a dollar for every time you say
dont you miss the feeling music gave ya back in the day?

Do you ever wonder if you had taken a left turn
instead of a right turn, you could have been somebody different?

i banished every memory you
&& i had ever made but when
you touch me like this && you hold
me like that i just have to admit
that it's all coming back to me

on my hips.. just to catch me off guard and whisper in my ear loud
enough for everyone to hear --» [ i love you baby ]

precisely how we feel; stop deciding with out
mind what we want our heart to feel and
sometimes we just have to go with
"WHATEVER HAPPENS.. HAPPENS."

i'VE CHANGED iNT0 A PERS0N
THAT MY 0LD SELF W0ULD
L0VE T0 F0RGET.. <3

i'm a mess and my room usually is too.
i laugh at the stupidest things & always
say the wrong things at the wrong time.
i cry for no reason, sometimes i get mad
easily. but i'm just me and that's all i can be.

I’m a hopeless romantic. I believe in
wishing on stars ;; soul mates and
love that never ends. But yet, sometimes
I feel like the only single person alive.
I feel so alone. No matter what I try to do, `
I’m left in solitude. Maybe I try too hard.
Maybe I really am hopeless… </3

when autumn comes, it doesn't ask;
it just walks in where it left you last.
you never know when it starts.
until there's fog inside the glass
around your summer heat <3

summer's gone. i overslept.
and woke up to the chill of
fall. i'm down inside </3

S0METiMES PE0PLE FiLL THEiR MiNDS WiTH
STUPiD THiNGS, Y0U KN0W, T0 KEEP THEMSELVES
FR0M THiNKiNG AB0UT WHAT'S REALLY iMP0RTANT..

I will give anything to talk to a person who will make me stop thinking about the things that scare me, the things that I find hard to talk about, & will help me see the world from another point of view.

iT'S BEEN A WHiLE<33

when someone you love abandons you, it doesn't hurt just because they've changed or lied or went back on their promises, but because you know what they really are & what a beautiful person they can be & they take that away from you & won't let you see that beautiful person again, well nothing hurts more than having someone just decide to take your entire world away without consulting you first

Y0U GAVE UP EVERYTHiNG ;
i never said i'd give it back </3

Can I just be something; somewhere in your room, that you won't notice? Maybe I'll be paper, or books thrown on your floor. Move me where you want to, I'll live where you put me.

I see our stars tonight, do you recall that light? Or do you ever think of me? In your world somewhere, do memories rip and tear? The ones that always keep you hanging on, to all that might have been?

everynight she wishes on a star..
last night she wished to be his girl

it may be irrelevant
but fuck it, i'm telling it.

he's giving you his last cause hes thinking of you first
giving comfort when youre thinking that your hurt
thats whats done when you really love someone.

When you really love someone...
People's words shouldnt affect how you feel...

& i dont know if i'm ready for love...
sometimes i just like the idea of such an amazing thing...

& when two lovers keep going back to each other, it usually means it was meant to be.

The worst feeling in the world is having to doubt something you thought was unquestionable.

If I could tell you one thing, then I'd tell you everything. I'd probably say that you've been on my mind, since we sat underneath the stars as I held you in my arms. Killing just another summer night.

It's funny how your worst enemies always seem to turn out to be all of your best friend's best friends.

- - amor vincit omnia - -
love conquers everything <33

be nice to everyone youu meet,
they`re fighting a battle you know nothing about.

You could be my anti-depressant
But I`ll still love to overdose on you.

Do you remember when we used to talk on the phone for hours, or just kill time by counting stars before we went to sleep?

it`s like acoustic guitars & faded tube socks.
worn down converse & a broken in sweatshirt.
you`re so last season, baby, but i never follow
the trends..

i want a guy that will make me happy, someone
that will make me smile when i hear his voice,
someone that will love me unconditionally, i want
someone that will have my friends say to one
another .. "shes happy again"

Yesterday I forgot to breath for at least the 100th time this week because our eyes met again <3